I haven't been updating like I used to.
I have plenty to say, I just can't seem to get it to leave my head.
I'm just bumming around the universe trying to make my own place. You know, the usual.
Except, by universe, I mean this shitty house in this shitty town.
Deep down, I love this house, actually, its the people I love, and the character that we have built here over the the past score of years.
I'm not sure if I used score correctly, its such an underused word. I wasn't sure if I needed to add "years" after it or not.
I received a cheap little digital camcorder for christmas. I have yet to make any type of video of any actual substance. I have yet to even upload the software onto Wembley.
Wembley is this machine, by the way. People seem to find it odd that not only did I name my computer, but I also refer to it by name.
PA is the new WA, for anyone who has any idea what the might mean. The time line is in question and a whole new set of plans has to be made, and executed.
okay, so anyway, eventually i'll get around to making some type of video of some sort.
I took the camcorder thing with me on new years, with the plan of making a drunken video, but well, my new years plans did NOT happen like I had planned.
I can STILL see the outline of the bitemark on my left hand. I have yet to contact her. I'm not even sure what all I will say to her, I don't want to be bitchy, or rude, or sappy or overly emotional. I want to get my point across without being too blunt. I'm not even sure if I should even say anything to her, except well, I think I might want to.
I have so many unfinished projects, and projects that aren't even started, and I just... maybe they will be complete some time, some day. Who knows.
This entry isn't what I planned it to be, but seeing how I started this with no plan, maybe thats okay.
Either way, I'm out.
Watching the slow decay, first written 2. Jan. 2009
4 months ago